My first visa run to Jordan was a trip into the unknown. No one in my family has been to Jordan. Since my family lost their Palestinian IDs, we always came here as tourists to our own homeland. But now that I was living here, it became very difficult to maintain "legal" residency. One way people try to extend their visas is by doing a "visa run" to Jordan, leaving Palestine and reentering on a new visa. Here is how my first experience went, originally written and published in March 2010.
Part 1:
march 15 2010
It was an emergency trip I had no time to contemplate over. I had no
time to reflect what outfits would be appropriate. If I had remembered
to bring extra toothbrushes or enough hair clips was beyond me. I came
home from work frantic and already with little sleep, packing my bag to
head to Jordan. I took what was most important to me. Those gifts from
special friends I keep as reminders of memories and futures. Those W-2
forms because I had not yet filled out my taxes. Books I cherished,
narratives I knew would keep me company. I had never been to Jordan in
my life, and although a great chunk of its population is Palestinian, my
family never had the impulse to go. I had several aunts there, some
passed before I got to meet them. And I had random cousins, dozens of
them, who shared the same blood as me--yet remained but names and blank
faces in my mind.